the third week without her
i donot know what is happening but i feel every day more worst
reallyi feel so bad and i start to believe that I'm in a legend no more and that's never coming real .
every day and every night i spend the whole time waiting for her call her email her anything . 
but day after day i feel that she will now appear again and everything was planed from the first moment .
I'm dieing and don't know what to say or what to do .
the strangest thing happened today that i discovered that she was opened her yahoo and appear offline in invisable mode and when i asked her to talk to me becaue i know that she was her . she didn;t answered me at all i tried to send many offline text to her and i sent a email message to her asking her to say what is going on and why she doing that on me .
she didn't answered me also .
the question now
do u think that she loves u ....
how u ask question like that u crazy after all what i did for u , u asking me this question ?
so do u think that there is a love in whole the world one of their partner donot want to talk with the other one .
do u think that its easy and normal to understand tat the problems around u prevent u from connecting u even u are online and already free .
is this easy to believe that this is a normal thing and say yea i'm sure that u loves me a great love
tell me the prove of ur love
say anything
but u always kept silence and nothing else
also me i have nothing else to say
and bye